Blue Ice
"They tell me of a home far beyond the skies. They tell me of a home far away.
They tell me of a home where no storm clouds ride.
O they tell me of an uncloudy day."
~traditonal Southern spiritual
Each year you've been gone
in the last warmth of ten crawling Novembers,
I wrap the roof in blue lights.
Their infant's eyes in the night
open wide over me.
I don't pull the plug
when the slow seep of the sun
lanterns the cloud-muted sky;
they are the ward
the spell that says
as I speak so shall it be:
blue eye meets blue eye
to spark the white moon,
forgiveness will make
uncloudy day,
love given will tune
out the tolling mistakes.
Home is not
it is not far away.
it is not far away.
Each year in the dead cold
of eleven Januarys
I take the blue lights down.
They tangle in my hands like
skeins of blue ice. There's no
feeling in my fingers when
at last they're packed in the attic,
where their blindness shows clear
Home is not here.
~December 2013
If you'd like to hear a very rough recording of the author reading an unrevised version of this poem, click below:
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Photos © joyannjones, 2013