Thursday, September 28, 2023

The Ring-bolted Sword

 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 "..Lay between us the ring-bolted sword
the sharp-edged iron as it lay before
when we two together lay in one bed
when we had the name of man and wife...

Much have I said. I would say more
if more time for speech were granted me
but my voice fails my wounds are throbbing
I said what was true and now must depart.."
~Sigurdarkvida in skamma, Poetic Edda
trans Carolyne Larrington
 
 
 
 
The Ring-bolted Sword
(a 55)
 
 You brought iron into our unquiet bed
when you saw I wasn't the mask you'd paid for.
On battlefields only the dead
sleep easy.

Now you're gone
but the death-chill won't leave
these nights where my dreams
grow hyenas and serpents.

What lies tangle
truth can only mutilate.
I say what is true
and depart.
 
 
 

September 2023
 
 
 
 
 
 




 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
posted for Desperate Oracles at
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Earthbound Fish

 
 
 

 
 
 
 
Earthbound Fish
 
 
It wants to fly
it does
or at least swim
but melancholy never made 
a path to waves or sky
any more than 
Escher's tessellations made
a living
school of fish. They only made
wallpaper
or a fish-dance of replicated cells
that might be somehow the
mute components
of a self-eating brain.
 
It needs wings
that want to be brushes,
that will refresh the distempered
canvas from black
to floating clouds.
Feathers are only clouds, after all,
air things clipped and pressed
into Icarus-wax, 
so why not?
But the paint is caked and dry,
feather-breaking,
and the staggered beating
 like an old heart
that stumbles itself into silence.

Meanwhile ten thousand starlings
live in their moving mosaic, 
a matrix of cloud,
a canvas
of pure flight
from earthdark to light;
 
it wants it wants
 so much
to fly.



September 2023


 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
posted for
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: Fish wallpaper by M.C. Escher, courtesy of  Etoffe
Starling murmuration over Scotland, no attribution given. Via internet  Fair Use 

Thursday, September 14, 2023

Mask Of Aphrodite

 
 
 

 
 
Mask Of Aphrodite
 
"There is no cure for love other than marriage." 
~Irish proverb 
 
 
Love's an old wolf who howls when she pleases,
her black lips drawn back in mock of a grin.
She's made me her meat for chancers and losers,
to open the locks and let anyone in.
 
Her yellow teeth are blunted with winters
but her fevers burn hot as melted brass.
Her eyes are flat-white as Attic marble
rolling behind Aphrodite's mask.

Her promises drift like leaves in October.
Her vows of fidelity make the stones laugh.
There's never been one she ever was true to
except the ones who died too fast.

Since I was that child who was used as a woman
since I was that woman who thinks like a child
I've run with her pack. The crows find my dinner;
there's a price to pay for being born wild.

I never whore for playthings or money
but three times it saved my life.
I never lie for the sake of loving,
only to play at being a wife.

I never was called to be a drunkard,
but I've been every drunkard's best friend,
to drop the mask when I see it coming;
 
the black-lipped
bitter end.



September 2023


 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 posted for Illicit Encounters
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: Wolves, © Andrew Wyeth
Head of Aphrodite, via Brittanica
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, September 5, 2023

The Silver Song

 
 
 


 
 The Silver Song
(a 55)



I don't remember when
the Black Fear came; it seems
it's always been here, a broken
rotted smell under the floor,
invisible but disruptive
as catching on fire.

Bright-piercing in the night-oak,
a bird too small to see
sings quicksilver notes.
 
Which more unexpected,
that it sings at all,
or that I hearing it
rejoice?






September 2023









 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

posted for Fireblossom's Desperately Different (the unexpected)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: Untitled (Blurred Figure) ©ZdzisÅ‚aw BeksiÅ„ski   Fair Use
Blue Tit, ©Karl Martens  Fair Use