Mask Of Aphrodite
"There is no cure for love other than marriage."
~Irish proverb
Love's an old wolf who howls when she pleases,
her black lips drawn back in mock of a grin.
She's made me her meat for chancers and losers,
to open the locks and let anyone in.
Her yellow teeth are blunted with winters
but her fevers burn hot as melted brass.
Her eyes are flat-white as Attic marble
rolling behind Aphrodite's mask.
Her promises drift like leaves in October.
Her vows of fidelity make the stones laugh.
There's never been one she ever was true to
except the ones who died too fast.
Since I was that child who was used as a woman
since I was that woman who thinks like a child
I've run with her pack. The crows find my dinner;
there's a price to pay for being born wild.
I never whore for playthings or money
but three times it saved my life.
I never lie for the sake of loving,
only to play at being a wife.
I never was called to be a drunkard,
but I've been every drunkard's best friend,
to drop the mask when I see it coming;
the black-lipped
bitter end.
September 2023
posted for Illicit Encounters
Images: Wolves, © Andrew Wyeth
Head of Aphrodite, via Brittanica