Showing posts with label insomnia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insomnia. Show all posts

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Cat's Eye


Cat's Eye

In the yellow light of the cat's eye
the night is coiled like a lamprey
winding dark flexes in a corkscrew pulse,
leaving its ripple trail faint on the surface,
incising electric heart's current below
where the crayfish and shiners
pushflip against water
in an agony to escape 
that shock-needled jaw.

Under the pressing black of the cat's paw
vision is blurred and thoughts slow.
The gasp of constriction expels in old voices
familiar but fading, soft as lavender budding,
sharp as yesterday's bones, a rictus
retelling the beads of regret,
a damned catechism 
mantra'd to nonsense
reprising till sunup.

In the amber swim of the cat's eye
sun's boat floats in prismed mirage play,
leaf and limb decoupage round the small world's rim
bowled with still water, green branch ears listening
to the cocking of the crossbow, rapt for the slap
of the next homing bolt, where one spider tree
bares her heartwood alone,
blind as the dead
in the fey catnip woods.



June 2012



 Posted for   real toads
Sunday Photo Challenge: The iPhone photos of Margaret Bednar






Images: © Margaret Bednar
Used with permission

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Face In The Storm

Into the clouds

Face in the Storm



The lantern trees shone,
upturned goblets
of chartreuse shimmering
brimmed over with the pursuing
stormlight loping behind them,
closing fast.

Unremitting as a child witched wild, trolls
of thunder chewed rocks, slouched under
the great cloud bridges sending
sweeping white slash after slash
of electric clapperclaw flash skydown to
consummate their mountain splitting noise.

Then the wind fell upon the world
more ravenous than any March bear, hungry as
the spirit of war, and tore
the lace veil from the branches.
In the dismay of their naked disarray I saw
the face I most long to forget

laughing from too wet lips
light of my sorrow its liquid eye
so with a sigh I rose and closed
the curtains on the rain.
But all night long
I felt the stare.



May 2012





Image: Into the Clouds, by LLudo on flick'r
Photo taken June 13, 2008, Norman, Oklahoma
Shared under a Creative Commons License 


Monday, May 21, 2012

Gemini

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Gemini




Antidote to evil is the peace in sleep
that comes when all hope of it is gone.

That resolution of night into light,
the bawdy eye of a grackle
in its ungainly dull body 
glittering
perpetuation.

Surrender to destruction
makes impermanence eternal.
Life many formed and changeful
mounts a fluid resistance,
saying the yes now that will later be no.

You like a burning under the moon,
freezing the sun,
a bonfire burned down
to banked coals of life,
translucent in the fitful frost of death.

Servant tool or instrument of neither,
only the twinned image of a dual contradiction.




September 1988,  
Revised  2010~2012

posted for   real toads
OpenLinkMonday
Had another repost up, but after seeing the Gemini theme at real toads, decided to go with this one in honor of all my Gemini cohorts there. 




Image: (c)  Dean Bertoncelj 
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Thursday, May 3, 2012

Night Thing



Night Thing 



I see that I’ve become a night thing now,
that even lust burns out, both song and vow.
When candles gutter down too many times,
when stuttering love has used up all her rhymes,
when darkness sucks out colors' hoarded breath;
then I the night thing learn the face of death.
I even put it on to try the fit;
so tight, so stiff, but I’ve grown used to it.
I take it off when daylight pales the sky
but find it needful under night’s ink eye.
Two dogs and I come haunt this vacant lawn
where two fires burned but one of them is gone.
The mouse cries shrill and then the barnowl hoots.
Age clicks the thirty eight before she shoots.




May 2012



Posted for   FormForAll   at dVerse Poets Pub


Samuel Peralta's Challenge: The Clarian Sonnet
The Clarian sonnet is named after 18th century English poet John Clare, and consists of seven rhymed couplets in iambic pentameter.




Image: Owl, by $holydevil on flick'r
I have cropped this photo which is shared under a Creative Commons Attribution Only License


Thursday, October 27, 2011

Orion Rising

Orion



Orion Rising



Across the coliseum
celestial, Mars blinks his
red eye, battledancing
with the milky chimera.

I‘m caught in a glass twist,
shadow of river blue
fluorescing aquamarine 
afterglow  
where light once was
under a sky 
made before men
threw away
the gift of night.

No New York fortune
buys Orion rising,
tigertail dangling
my lifeline.





October 2011





(The discerning eye will note that this poem contains exactly 55 words,
and immediately realize it to be my entry for
Friday Flash 55 at the G-Man's.)





Thursday, September 29, 2011

Incubus II



Incubus II


Tonight the incubus is in
a vile mood.
His pouts are puffs of sulphur
huffed on my walls,
leaving a yellow palled
skin of ill will;
his tail jerks and lashes.
He’ll do none of his tricks
with it, not even the one
with my feet.
He only wants to glare at me
until my eyes melt into runny gold
eggyolks, and carve his
black tattoo again 
upon my back
before he leaves me
to bring a sweeter torment
to another and teach her
one more word than I
in the 
vocabulary of ecstasy.




September 2011





Companion piece to Incubus



Friday, August 19, 2011

Gypsy





Gypsy

I’m closing down the Muse Factory.
Blue collar Aphrodite
is on strike.
The college boys,
they’re all the same.
Walk on the wild side,
then walk away.
That 7:00 AM bell,
that assembly line,
that Monday morning hell,
just ain’t for you.

Sail on, my little honey bee, sail on,
but you wear that blue shirt long enough
the color gets into your skin.

It’s a recession, you know;
people are getting laid off, not laid.
Providing poetry porn for the masses
is a low end
low paid low down job.
I’d rather be a highwayman:

Stand and Deliver.

Identity theft,
poetry default swaps
have left me broke.

Cupid and Psyche best
get ready for
the Big D;
you can talk about it on Nancy Grace,
but I won't be tuning in
because we’re in for a double dip,
and I for one
am running away with
the gypsies.


August 2011


Monday, January 24, 2011

Fever Dream






 Fever Dream


So many nights I go to bed alone
still thinking what I dream is what is real,
your name a vesper on my lips of stone.

The past is just a rind that I have thrown
beneath the churn of time’s unknowing wheel
that grinds the nights here as I sleep alone.

I hear your voice, a whisper made of bone.
I feel ghost arms that shut like traps of steel,
and pray for respite with my lips of stone

to ears made deaf, from which all care has flown,
that heed no word of mine, that will not feel
the burden of these nights I sleep alone.

I send my mind to sail on the unknown,
where fever dreams float ships that dip and reel,
and every seasick night I sleep alone.

The journey that I make can’t end in home
when nothing seen nor felt is ever real.
Yet still each night I go to bed alone
your name a vesper on my lips of stone.


January 2011


 posted at OneStopPoetry, Monday Poetry Form, Villanelle


Image : Golden Galleon by Jacques Moitoret

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Just a Thought






Just a Thought



Do you think when you
ignore me
that I cease to exist?

The joke’s on you.
Someday I will.

And you
will still be
wasting all that time

ignoring nothing.




January 2011



Image: Fractal, Cave of the West Witch, Joe Guerin, source link

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Milkweed






Milkweed


Late at night awake, sometimes
I wish that with me here I still had you
to stare at the invisiblest rhymes.

I know my dear that if I told you
my mailbox was on some fine days
a folded gnome bent over, painted blue,

or that I saw a fuchsia bird ablaze
hanging beakside down you'd know it wasn't
from the wooden feeder’s trays,

or that music just mustn’t
want to play inside the half
where the bottle wasn’t,

I know you’d let me laugh
I know you’d understand
all these things, this riff and raff.

I know you’d tell me, ever bland
your soup was cubed and smile around
the thorny rose in your mouth’s hand.

You’d draw fishes flaunting pistols, dancing drowned
in salty spotlights, playing out piscine charades
you’d let me cry and let me laugh till I hit ground.

But you’re gone, my dear, in spades
all of you each particle and seed
your face, your cashmere voice, angora braids

your hands and heart and all controls
chestnut hair and snowy bones, afloat like milkweed,
blown in the great diaspora of souls.


Leaving me to let this screed
fly into the gnome’s mouth, freed.




December 2010
For Marsha Rae


Posted for One Shot Wednesday at the inimitable One Stop Poetry


This poem is written roughly in the terza rima form.



Photo of milkweed by Lisa Spangler  
under Creative Commons License 3.0 U.S.






Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Gemini







Gemini




Antidote to evil
is the peace in sleep that comes
when all hope of it is gone.

That resolution of night into light,
the bawdy eye of a grackle
in its ungainly dull body glittering
perpetuation.

The acquiescence to destruction
that makes impermanence eternal.
Life many formed and changeful
commands resistance, liquid and elemental,
saying the yes now that will later be no.

You like a burning under the moon,
freezing the sun,
a bonfire burned down
to the banked coals of life,
glowing with the fitful cool of death.
Servant tool or instrument of neither.
Only the twinned image of a dual contradiction.



September 1988, Revised November 2010



Posted for One Shot Wednesday at the inimitable One Stop Poetry




Image by Dean Bertoncelj 
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