Showing posts with label dance of the wheat. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dance of the wheat. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 4, 2022

Last Light

 
 

 
Last Light
 
 

"All changed, changed utterly:   
A terrible beauty is born..." ~W. B. Yeats 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I was born
in the black and white,
a changed place still living what had been,
a winter child in a fossil's spring of
sun and shadow, war's unmercied clarity
and the trampled mud of peace,
 
its empty whiskey bottles
and gardens of shaded violets, deep
black soil, black thunderclouds, 
white winter sky, blackened medals,
white gauze veils packed away 
in crackled trunks.
 
Now I live my last in a red dirt country
where the heat-song of September changing
dips the fading wheat in ginger honey. Wind-weary
trees lace still-green leaves thru the soft
reaching fingers of clouds, holding tight
before their scarlet fall.
 
Earth is whispering her love words
in the rustle of sundried grass
and blackberries tumbling over with
thickets of banquets in seedy puzzles.
When I turn to face the setting citrine sun
it's you I call to the open door
 
to sit beside me in the shortening days
drunk with bees and crow-call,
rich with the gatherings of every flower.
Won't you come, beloved,
before January rimes the windows
with its deep blue loss. 
 
Come to the place 
where you can't be forgotten.
Bring your cinnamon september skin
and your wild silver-grass hair to these ruins,
and your campfire eyes,
alight in the night of dreams so far
 
beyond the black and white.
Lace your fingers with mine
as trees do with the sky,
separate and one
where the fire of what was
in the hope of what may never be
 
is the only light left
before the scarlet fall.




October 2022
 
 





 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Posted for earthweal's
 
 
 
 
 
With thanks to Brendan for the poetry of W.S Merwin and others which inspired this. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: My mother with myself at 2 months of age, Evanston, Illinois March 7th, 1949 
House North of Nash, Oklahoma, 2022  photo © Terry Wassan   via internet   Fair Use

Wednesday, July 6, 2022

Hunter

 
 

 
 
 
 
 Hunter
 

The heart is hunting alone and lean
after the things she thinks she has seen;
 
after meat on the doe not the sweetgrass sea
wind-combed in waves to wild-braided streams;
 
after the caterpillar's cuts and devours
not the greenstem-road to wings that it follows.

Her running breath catches at all the wrong times
at the taste of the dove, not the air it can climb.

The heart is hunting and so cannot fly
for that most alive is the thing which must die
 
too heavy to carry
too sought to let lie.
 
But when the hunt falters, breath evens and slows.
When the hunter suddenly unstrings her bow

what was looked for is seen in a stillness of light;
 shining like tears in the last hour of night.
 
 
 
 July 2022







 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
posted for earthweal's
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: Hunter, artist unknown, via internet   Fair Use
Woman in Grass, © Fosco Maraini, via internet Fair Use

Tuesday, May 3, 2022

Stormlight

 

 
 
Stormlight

Rain-giver, hail-maker, tornado-farmer,
May's black hammer mesocyclone bouquet
falls into the world; 
a twist and wrench
of chaos-stacked air that knows
only one gamble,
hanging its fate,
its otherworld gate
over wheatfields and wiseacres
it will strip down to skin
in a boiling of sky,
where one will be wrecked
and another spared
by the luck
of the drawing wind.

After the storm,
the crash gasp flash drama,
light is softened,
sky-wrapped in puff-clouds
like a newborn in crochet.
Trees stir and push
to their wild/calm lover.
Birds streak back in sepia
down to a world
neither colored
nor monochrome.
 
We ride these last days
between daggers,
between fear and relief,
between the holy
and the unholy,
the quick and the dead
 
watching domestic
disputes of drunk giants
from a mousehole of hope.


 
 May 2022








posted for earthweal's













Mesocyclone: A storm-scale region of rotation, typically around 2-6 miles in diameter and often found in the right rear flank of a supercell (or often on the eastern, or front, flank of a High Pressure storm). The circulation of a mesocyclone covers an area much larger than the tornado that may develop within it. Properly used, mesocyclone is a radar term; it is defined as a rotation signature appearing on Doppler radar that meets specific criteria for magnitude, vertical depth, and duration.~NOAA Weather
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: Binger, Oklahoma F4 tornado of 22 May 1981. Courtesy of National Severe Storms Laboratory, NOAA Public Domain via wikimedia commons
Stormlight, May 2, 2022 ©joyannjones
 

Friday, March 13, 2020

Black Apples









Black Apples


I was a daylight shadow,
a bride of drought
cast over the mounded world like
a prophecy of night,
living on dandelions and dead leaves

until you gave me,
sour and hard on the flat 
of your incubus palms,
a dozen black apples. Keep them,
you said, for a year. I only ask

that you throw the bones
far away from this dry country
from the death dance of wheat
the victory of locusts
the smoke of the Beast.

Disappear us too close
to the rifting abyss
where the wind's sullen heat
turns the Catherine wheel of change,
show me the hiss of

the scythe in the clouds,
the minarets folded in sand
whose pierced towers pour out
the last blood of solitude sung by
the owl. All our ghosts will join hands.

There's the crack of your laugh;
a ragged breath of earth
to bend and break the dead trees;
the witch-year's burnt up. You and the
drought have gone and I

sit tasting unmourned
the twelvefold sweetness of 
black apples of the storm.




March 2020 
This poem has been slightly revised since first posting.











posted for earthweal Open Link

and Shay's prompt at the Sunday Muse










Catherine wheel:a firework that revolves on a pin, making a wheel of fire or sparks; pinwheel.
~dictionary.com




Images: Untitled photo, by Horst P Horst for Vogue Magazine, 1930   Public Domain
Arkansas Black Apples, ©sweetsandlife via Atlas Obscura   (see link)   Fair Use













Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Dead Woman's Crossing



Dead Woman's Crossing
the ghost of a night bloom, for Shay






When the moon was a witchboat small and tossing
in the fade-time where night can see day as her twin,
down the rough blacktop to Dead Woman's Crossing
came the carnival rolling on a dustbowl wind.
They spindled the midway, freakshow and toss-ring,
before they spiked twenty ripe melons with gin
for Harvest Home in the dark of September,      
so the marks can do what they won't remember.

There was Jacko the clown, stringy as a rat,
Ma's name and a snake his tattoo valentine,
Rudy the barker in a ten dollar hat,
talking apple butter, smiling turpentine.
The Doll from Philly worked the striped gypsy-tent;
her brown eyes had just the right mad dog shine.
Then night seemed to give a coyote-moon cough
that shook her gold earrings, and Katie showed up

with her deathrattle tale of carnival past,
how she, the schoolteacher, met the Fallen Dove
Miss Fannie, too red-haired, too ruined, too fast,
on a September midway, bent moon above;
how love like a cloudburst caught her at last      
a kiss-whisper in place of the stone cold shove,
a granite fist traded for a velvet hand
and a five dollar ring for her wedding band.

The Dove blew out of Texas like a broken branch            
running  from Jesus, Daddy Jim and the law.
When she hit Mrs. Hamm's Saloon and Hog Ranch
she knew she had almost no time left at all
but still more than Katie, hellbound for a ditch,
face pale through the water where the black crows caw.
Thru plugged ears Doll could hear the walking night moan,
thru shut eyes see the bridge where Katie talked on:

The heat lightning flickered as midnight slammed shut,
Katie in a nightmare where she was the wheat
waiting dry in the dirt for the thresher's cut;
too many whiskey hard times in tangled sheets,
one scar too many from a cheap White Owl blunt
while the tumbleweeds wrote her name in the street.
She put on her bonnet, she packed up her grip,
met the Dove smiling with her child on her hip.

They sat down stiff as strangers on the noon train,
the nights and the men left behind in the dust.
They got off at Clinton in the quick July rain
with the last of the wheat burning red as rust.
When the moon was a witchboat sailing the plains,
as diamond eyes came home to lily-white trust
in the carnival night, storm in the willow,
the teacher slept sweet with her red-haired pillow.

The next day at midday, two girls and a child      
left town in a buggy to laugh and laugh last.
Fannie screamed like a bobcat, the wind went wild
when Katie's man came up through the tall sawgrass.
The Dove saw the buck-knife draw a cutthroat smile;
all she knew was to make the scared horse run fast
from the man who had Katie back, all his, dead.
All the Dove had was poison and a red dirt bed.

When the moon's a hook, a witchboat, a sickle
when the last of the wheat stands brown in the ground
while Orion runs after Hecate the fickle
above the dwindling lights of a dying town,
the Dove does her dance to a penny whistle
and a dead woman calls her child with that sound.
The next fall, when Doll's carnival topped the ridge
it rolled without stopping past Dead Woman's bridge.





~September 2014






This was written as a personal challenge, issued to me by Magaly Guerrero, to write a poem dealing with a carnival taking place during the Autumn Equinox, for my favorite poetry website, Imaginary Gardens With Real Toads. More information about it appears there, and in the notes below.






Process notes: Dead Woman's Crossing, also called Dead Women Crossing, refers both to a small community by that name in Custer County, Oklahoma near Weatherford, and the nearby bridge over Deer Creek where the decapitated body of schoolteacher Katie De Witt James was found in August of 1905. The events (other than my imaginary carnival) described in this story are factual up to a point, with completely fictitious biographical details and explanations of my own invention. You can get the details (as far as actually known) of the unsolved murder of Katie De Witt James and the poisoning of Fannie Norton at the link to real toads above, and also from this wikipedia article.

 'Grip' is an archaic word for a small traveling bag. Prostitutes of that era were often referred to euphemistically as 'Soiled Doves,' while 'fast,' 'fallen' and 'ruined' were terms used to describe women who had lost their virginity, were free with their sexual favors or considered  loose morally. White Owl cigars, including 'blunts' are an inexpensive brand that has been made in the South since 1887. They have about the same place in cigar hierarchy as Swisher Sweets (once my own occasional brand.)

Fannie Norton did use the name 'Mrs Ham,' but the eponymous Saloon and Hog Ranch is a flight of my fancy taken loosely from the life of Calamity Jane, who in her youth is reputed to have been a working girl at the infamous Fort Laramie Three Mile Hog Ranch, a 19th century 'military brothel' and stage coach stop near Fort Laramie, Wyoming, also said, like Dead Woman's Crossing, to be haunted.

This poem is written in the ottava rima form, with lines of eleven syllables.




Images: Circus arriving in Seligman, Missouri, late 19th century
Public domain via wikimedia commons 
Dead Woman's Crossing, by Nathan Gunter on flick'r
Shared under a Creative Commons license








Monday, September 15, 2014

Fallow


Fallow




So many times
you’ve been the field where
storms hailed the crops flat,
your task to regrow them--
the cold eroded shingle
where fire died,
you with numb fingers
in a night of frost and ghosts,
the rekindler. 
So 

let me warm you now 
for that brief time
that I’m permitted
as darkness presses.
Turn the cup upside down,
let your hard hours spill out
to pool in a bottomless green.
Sleep for a season with all life unborn
you the fallow field this once
over which the placid plough horse

passes unhindered, breaking clods of years'
compaction, earth's old demands arable
and dropping open under a citrine sun.
Lightly, surely the harrow passes
in the long afternoons, a music
on those plains where ever they sing
of planting, of the green to come,
not freezes, not blight, not backs bent,
where my rain falls like ocean. Let
every tall crop there be your own.

Let me in you at last give back
seed for root
right for wrong
life for death
and make life enough
so

when time is done with us
in the dusk of a long coming gleaning,
there'll be love in the last look back
before we blow away.





~November 2011





A repost to welcome the slanting light of Fall,  and the fallow time to come

for    real toads

Open Link Monday








Images: The Plough and The Harrow, after Millet, 1890, by Vincent Van Gigh
The Old Tower in The Fields, 1884, by Vincent Van Gogh
Public domain via wikiart.org