Seedpod
All your cars had names. You could have
called me a knotted whip, waiting
off the Sulphur exit for Argon to pull up,
blue-green sides mottled with
Dallas dust.
When you showed, we were
strangers till we forgot how
lame things went, laughing around
the farm pond in native tongues.
You gave me the seedpod of a water-lily,
catacomb of caves on
a stick
rattling full with brown-eyed pearls.
They watched me from a vase for twenty years.
The day was hot as rooftar in the pot,
the wet air a greasy mop
as we
deployed, Argon starting
with reluctance--all your cars
started with reluctance--
disapproving of me there
in her too small seat.
We drove and talked the sun
up the noon sky, down its back
in trickles of salt, sat on rocks
that felt like clouds
by Turner Falls,
talking by touch, by feel,
by nerve and luck,
words splashed
on dry fields
dust before and after,
your ribs under the blowing shirt
white as nightlights in the dusk.
Midnight in the tent
I
didn't know how I
could ever let you go back.
I cursed
what made me fall like
water,
pour out suddenly yes forever,
cursed what made you fly so high,
the wind that fills the windsock and blows on.
And so, I never found that place again
a quarter mile from the Sulphur on-ramp in the morning,
empty in a nameless car
as a lily pod
whose pearls dropped in the mud.
~May 2014
Out of Standard: The Poem is a Curse
Isadora Gruye (
The Nice Cage) asks us to write a poem involving a curse. I think. That's what I did, anyway.
Images: Water Lily Seed Pod, Bobbye Wolfe
Windsock via google image search, author unknown.