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Friday, June 19, 2020

January House








January House





Fierce-As-Red-Hair and Fly-As-A-Fox
from the liminal's edge came to pick the locks

dressed in their frills
for thrills and kills
they opened the door
and live here still.


Fly-As-A-Fox and Fierce-As-Red-Hair
can spin windershins and dance on green air

with nightshade brows
and bones of mouse
they climbed the steps of
the January house.


Fly and Fierce have a skull that sings
have pleated blue smocks and onyx rings
on the balcony standing with little sharp things

that gleam by moon's eye
where you cannot pass by
unless you dance
 with Fierce and Fly.


Don't splash through the mud where the lily nods.
Don't go to a church where you don't know the gods.

There's no time to pray
and the blood has its way
when Fierce and Fly
come out to play.





June 2020













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 Note: The flowering plant below the girls in this picture is agapanthus, or Lily of the Nile, native to South Africa. It is not a lily, and not from the Nile tho it does like a warm climate and a moist soil.








Image: color (not colorized) photograph from 1908, author unknown, manipulated
 

Wednesday, October 26, 2016

In Honor Of The Season




Ulalume

by Edgar Allan Poe



The skies they were ashen and sober;
      The leaves they were crispĂ©d and sere—
      The leaves they were withering and sere;
It was night in the lonesome October
      Of my most immemorial year;
It was hard by the dim lake of Auber,
      In the misty mid region of Weir—
It was down by the dank tarn of Auber,
      In the ghoul-haunted woodland of Weir.

Here once, through an alley Titanic,
      Of cypress, I roamed with my Soul—
      Of cypress, with Psyche, my Soul.
These were days when my heart was volcanic
      As the scoriac rivers that roll—
      As the lavas that restlessly roll
Their sulphurous currents down Yaanek
      In the ultimate climes of the pole—
That groan as they roll down Mount Yaanek
      In the realms of the boreal pole.

Our talk had been serious and sober,
      But our thoughts they were palsied and sere—
      Our memories were treacherous and sere—
For we knew not the month was October,
      And we marked not the night of the year—
      (Ah, night of all nights in the year!)
We noted not the dim lake of Auber—
      (Though once we had journeyed down here)—
We remembered not the dank tarn of Auber,
      Nor the ghoul-haunted woodland of Weir.

And now, as the night was senescent
      And star-dials pointed to morn—
      As the star-dials hinted of morn—
At the end of our path a liquescent
      And nebulous lustre was born,
Out of which a miraculous crescent
      Arose with a duplicate horn—
Astarte's bediamonded crescent
      Distinct with its duplicate horn.

And I said—"She is warmer than Dian:
      She rolls through an ether of sighs—
      She revels in a region of sighs:
She has seen that the tears are not dry on
      These cheeks, where the worm never dies,
And has come past the stars of the Lion
      To point us the path to the skies—
      To the Lethean peace of the skies—
Come up, in despite of the Lion,
      To shine on us with her bright eyes—
Come up through the lair of the Lion,
      With love in her luminous eyes."

But Psyche, uplifting her finger,
      Said—"Sadly this star I mistrust—
      Her pallor I strangely mistrust:—
Oh, hasten! oh, let us not linger!
      Oh, fly!—let us fly!—for we must."
In terror she spoke, letting sink her
      Wings till they trailed in the dust—
In agony sobbed, letting sink her
      Plumes till they trailed in the dust—
      Till they sorrowfully trailed in the dust.

I replied—"This is nothing but dreaming:
      Let us on by this tremulous light!
      Let us bathe in this crystalline light!
Its Sybilic splendor is beaming
      With Hope and in Beauty to-night:—
      See!—it flickers up the sky through the night!
Ah, we safely may trust to its gleaming,
      And be sure it will lead us aright—
We safely may trust to a gleaming
      That cannot but guide us aright,
      Since it flickers up to Heaven through the night."

Thus I pacified Psyche and kissed her,
      And tempted her out of her gloom—
      And conquered her scruples and gloom:
And we passed to the end of the vista,
      But were stopped by the door of a tomb—
      By the door of a legended tomb;
And I said—"What is written, sweet sister,
      On the door of this legended tomb?"
      She replied—"Ulalume—Ulalume—
      'Tis the vault of thy lost Ulalume!"

Then my heart it grew ashen and sober
      As the leaves that were crispèd and sere—
      As the leaves that were withering and sere,
And I cried—"It was surely October
      On this very night of last year
      That I journeyed—I journeyed down here—
      That I brought a dread burden down here—
      On this night of all nights in the year,
      Oh, what demon has tempted me here?
Well I know, now, this dim lake of Auber—
      This misty mid region of Weir—
Well I know, now, this dank tarn of Auber—
      In the ghoul-haunted woodland of Weir."

Said we, then—the two, then—"Ah, can it
      Have been that the woodlandish ghouls—
      The pitiful, the merciful ghouls—
To bar up our way and to ban it
      From the secret that lies in these wolds—
      From the thing that lies hidden in these wolds—
Had drawn up the spectre of a planet
      From the limbo of lunary souls—
This sinfully scintillant planet
      From the Hell of the planetary souls?"







 My favorite seasonal poem by Edgar Allan Poe, published here many times, but for me it never gets old. Best All Hallows wishes to all.


Images: Cemetery statuary, via the internet

Thursday, May 21, 2015

Dust


Dust
(or, Things That Were)





The aurochs and the Irish Elk,
bluebuck and the red gazelle,
western black rhinoceros,
the grey atlantic whale
dodo and the thylacine,
the broad-faced potoroo,
the Puerto Rican flower bat--
ghosts in Melinoe's zoo,
dust.

Jamaican petrel, painted vulture
night heron of Ascension;
of butterflies the Xerces Blue,
and unsilvered fritillary,
the paradise birdwing 
and clouded apollo,
gone, long gone
as things got hollow--
dust.

Appalachian yellow asphodel,
the Cuban Ruta tree,
Mason River myrtle, the
pelea that bore a cross,
begonia of the wooly stalk,
Galapagos amaranth,
Saint Helena's heliotrope--
gone past harvest hope,
dust.

Your eyes, your hand,
the coiled asp that dozed
on Cleopatra's broken breast,
the crumbled temple-grave
useless as a camel hat, the bones
tipped over the rim of the world
again and again tossed in eons' ash-can,
extinguished and cured--
dust;

the warm rush, the sun-smile,
half-remembered harmonic
of a cry that isn't there, violet-blue
chambered shell in cartilage cage
beating out in grey plumes the
tender parts that once we grew
amber ripe to rusty age,
ossified to fossils now --
dust.


~May 2015










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Fireblossom Friday
The ingenious and inventive mind of  Shay Simmons (Shay's Word Garden) sends us off into the endless possibilities of lists. Mine is pretty self-explanatory.




Process notes All the animals, birds, butterflies and plants named here are drawn from (wikipedia's) lists of extinct species.

Melinoe was a Greek goddess of the underworld and also had characteristics of a moon goddess.  '[her] connections to Hecate and Hermes suggest that she exercised her power in the realm of the soul's passage....she brings night terrors to mortals by manifesting in strange forms, "now plain to the eye, now shadowy, now shining in the darkness," and can drive mortals insane'~wikipedia







Image: Megaloceros, from Lascaux cave, public domain via wikimedia commons
Horned woman, artist unknown, via the internet. No copyright infringement intended.







Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Indoors


Indoors




As the long night passes over
tugging everything apart
with its rough spatulate fingers,
slapping back dreams
as if they were fits: hysterics
not visions;

chewing with windy teeth
at the logs on the hearth,
crackling their bark like bacon
shooting embers out like bullets
into the dark bitter smoke,

how I long to take
my wakefulness outdoors
into the flowing black air
that cleans without teasing,
that polishes stars to a dazzle
even fogged-over eyes can see.

Instead the murk and clouds
break the blood moon, 
white frost covers the lookout
and the enemy creeps in.





~April 2014









Image: Lunar Eclipse,  by Lloyd  Overcash via science@NASA






Friday, April 4, 2014

Old Letters



Old Letters



When I was young
I wanted to ride horses
wear long dresses,
instead, I rode wild buses.
wore blue jeans.

I dreamt of Tudor queens,
of dancing on my toes
dressed in fluff and foamy white
improbable swan, mute sprite;
instead, there was black light.

The only space I had
for everything I wanted
was deep sleep.
The only thing I had
that ever was my own

was the man who paints the rain,
an old address and a name
on blue letters fading white
tied up tourniquet tight
with rose ribbons on the bones. 



~April 2014




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Challenge: Fireblossom Friday
The incomparable Fireblossom(Shay's Word Garden) asks us to contemplate the oldest of old school 'social media,' the Mail.


Process notes: 'The man who paints the rain' refers to the picture above by Gustave Caillebotte, my favorite painting at the time of this poem, and a reproduction of which from the Art Institute of Chicago has been on all my various walls since 1969..




Photograph: All Your Letters, copyright joyannjones
Footer: A Rainy Day in Paris, 1877, Gustave Caillebotte