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Monday, February 21, 2022

Eurydice

 
 

 
 
 
Eurydice
 
 
 
I was a god's nymph of the deep ravine,
a dancer in the dusk on dandelion greens
til listening to you I felt a dog's duress
that I in your spellsong's locket be possessed.

Under the purple awning of the night
whitened stars beat down in falling flight.
I felt yet didn't hear your naked voice.
I took and later rued an arrow's choice.

And when your always-wooing sleepless noise
drew the jackal out from the sour wood,
I tried to turn and run as best I could;
you played untouched as the snake saw me destroyed.

Even then you could not let me rest,
bright in poppy sleep in the dreaming earth
but played until your will outgrew my worth
and petals bloomed on the stone of Hades' breast.

But as you pulled me up the iron route
I saw my dandelion days were all undone,
and rejoiced in the malediction of your doubt,
freed at last where death and dreams are one.
 
 
 
 
 February 2022
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 posted for Word Garden Word List #14

where I am hosting this week for Shay, who is taking the week off. Come join us!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Note; This poem has absolutely nothing to do with Neruda, but it is what the words on the list brought out. In the Greek myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, Eurydice is seduced by the legendary music of Orpheus and his harp and marries him. One day the minor god Aristaeus sees and pursues her. As she runs away, she is bitten by a viper and dies. Orpheus famously follows her to Hades' underworld, where his singing persuades the god to let her return to the earth. ".. the condition was attached that he must walk in front of her and not look back until both had reached the upper world. Soon he began to doubt that she was there, suspecting that Hades had deceived him. Just as he reached the portals of Hades..he turned around to gaze on her face, and because Eurydice had not yet crossed the threshold, she vanished back into the Underworld...Several meanings for the name Eurydice have been proposed such as true judgement or profound judgement...In some accounts, she was instead called Agriope which means "savage face" ~wikipedia
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Images: Orpheus and Eurydice, 1515,  relief by Peter Vischer the Younger Public Domain
Eurydice Bitten By The Viper, 1508, Titian  Public Domain
 

Wednesday, October 13, 2021

Red Smoking Mirror

 
 
 

 

Red Smoking Mirror
 
 
 I.
 
That was a hell of a poem, that one.
Some captive of war, some harem
woman, spilled her guts to you
flayed away all her hide
to bare nerve.
You
picked it up and wore it
just like mine, our wrists flapping,
bloody faces making masks
for yours, cut lips singing
all your 
butcher's songs.
 

II.

It's plain I said, I need to make a pyre
of all these undead fears and burn them out.
Oh no, you said, there's never enough fire.
Make garments of your fears' flayed skins and shout,

for loving's a red coal beneath your feet
and being loved a poem you can't complete.

But I turned off that voodoo child advice
when I saw you line them up like bowling pins
for your mumbled brujeria to hypnotize.
I left; now all my words are my own sins,
 
spells of blood are broken for a price,
with ravensong in dreams and peace the prize.
 
 
 October 2021
 
 
 
 
 


 
 
 
 posted for Poetics
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
brujeria: (Spanish) witchcraft, sorcery, black magic
 

Process Note:" In Aztec mythology and religion, Xipe Totec [pictured at top] or ... Xipetotec  ("Our Lord the Flayed One") was a life-death-rebirth deity..[the god] was also known by various other names, including Tlatlauhca, Tlatlauhqui [or]Tezcatlipoca ("Red Smoking Mirror")... [he] is represented wearing flayed human skin, usually with the flayed skin of the hands falling loose from the wrists...Various methods of human sacrifice were used to honour this god. The flayed skins were often taken from sacrificial victims who had their hearts cut out..."~wikipedia

 

 

 

Image:Xipe Totec as depicted in the Codex Borgia, shown holding a bloody weapon and wearing flayed human skin as a suit.  via wikipedia    Fair Use

Saturday, August 14, 2021

The Accordion Man

 
 

 
 The Accordion Man


He stands in my head
where the music once lived
like a tongue in a bell
when the ringer is dead,
corroding a little bit more every day.

He came down from the crossroads
with a small spotted dog.
He plays in my ear
til my dreams turn to fog.
The dog wags its tail and then runs away.

His shoes are like blimps.
His face is like claws;
his hands push the buttons
that work the bonesaws,
to slice out a song no one wants him to play.

He won't ever go.
I know that by now.
He plays in my head
and it chirps like a crow
his accordion clatter of skulls on a tray.

He chants all my names. He adds seventy to nine;
but the worst is
his eyes
are sadder than mine.
I could watch them all day.




~August 2021







posted for Fireblossom
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Image © Guido Vedovato   Fair Use
 
 
 

Saturday, June 4, 2016

The Bastard






"Hey babe, what's in your eyes?
I saw them flashing like airplane lights.
...What's that laughing in your smile?
...If that's your love, just leave me blind..."
~Jagger-Richards, You Got The Silver



The Bastard





It wasn't enough
performing for the
shell-game professors
and small-time grocers
you called family.
O no.

It wasn't enough
to scrub your drawers,
peel your cow's-tongue,
wait graveyard tables
to feed the child.
O no,

you had to call me
'an authoress.'

A bastard could never
belong in your world
unless it was you.



 ~June 2016





posted for real toads


















Image: Tables for Ladies, 1930, by Edward Hopper  Fair use via wikiart.org

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Paper Dolls



Black & White Paper Doll


Paperdolls





She put her gypsy slipper
down in his devil's dance,
drank from an indigo dipper
the shaman spit of trance.
His jesuitical jive
was the music that kept her alive;
in each mask she put crosswise
her own wash denim eyes,
then cut paperdoll lovers apart
from the thin
parchment skin
of a roadkill heart.

.


~March 2013




55 flat dolls in a chain for   the g-man











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